I don't call myself Miss Rant for nothing!
Today I'm working at my secondary job which is retail, nice little boutique in the heart of Kitsilvania. And other then the grammar, the only other thing wrong in that sentence was "Heart of Kitsilvania".
As hard as I try to give people the chance to be friendly, I am constantly reminded that as I stand behind the cash desk Iam surrounded by assholes.
They could give a shit if my Hello was "Kiss my Ass" or "Get the Hell Out", and they have just as much respect for the clothes on the racks as they do a donut in the dirt. ZERO!
If I don't write the occasional rant about this then I know it would be certain that I'd explode! My eyes would start shooting fire bombs! Ahhhh! That feels much better.
Those poor clothes, I best be off to rescue them from their world of entanglement...before the next customer, good or bad enters my store!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Happy New Day!
Where do I begin...
I guess its fair to say that I have alot of stuff to work on as we all do.
But in the past three weeks I've been waiting on the outcome of a very important friendship to me and my significant other. Turns out she had some issues with me....
Yesterday the shit hit the fan with an email I can only describe as the next coming of Christ. Yes, this so called friend of mine sent me an email not two paragraphs long, but about 15...sheesh.
It went into detail to how I need to change myself and the many reasons I don't have friends, and I destroy almost every moment with my worrying.
Granted, as I said earlier I have alot of shit to sort through. But who doesn't, we're all just a bunch of fucked up souls trying to find our way. And the most important things that helps me through this is having friends who support me and love me for all that I am and all that I will be.
So really any friend that's going to pick me apart from head to toe is not really a friend.
Since then I've been feeling a complete range of emotions, from angry to sad and finally glad. This is an opportunity for me, to take the things that I know I can change right off and do it.
Starting with elminating my friends with God complexes, and starting fresh. We are afterall only coming in to our 4th month of the New Year.
So today is Happy New Day!
I guess its fair to say that I have alot of stuff to work on as we all do.
But in the past three weeks I've been waiting on the outcome of a very important friendship to me and my significant other. Turns out she had some issues with me....
Yesterday the shit hit the fan with an email I can only describe as the next coming of Christ. Yes, this so called friend of mine sent me an email not two paragraphs long, but about 15...sheesh.
It went into detail to how I need to change myself and the many reasons I don't have friends, and I destroy almost every moment with my worrying.
Granted, as I said earlier I have alot of shit to sort through. But who doesn't, we're all just a bunch of fucked up souls trying to find our way. And the most important things that helps me through this is having friends who support me and love me for all that I am and all that I will be.
So really any friend that's going to pick me apart from head to toe is not really a friend.
Since then I've been feeling a complete range of emotions, from angry to sad and finally glad. This is an opportunity for me, to take the things that I know I can change right off and do it.
Starting with elminating my friends with God complexes, and starting fresh. We are afterall only coming in to our 4th month of the New Year.
So today is Happy New Day!
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